It's weird because I want to blog. I have a lot of thoughts and feelings that swirl around but I just kinda lose myself in the day to day and don't prioritize writing. I do want to prioritize it, though. I think for a lot of my adult life I've been missing a creative outlet and this feels like an exciting way to start reclaiming it.

More will become apparent about this later, but basically I am trying to give myself a lot of grace because I really am only just now starting to pull myself back together from a pretty intense crash out.

I went through grad school and into a very demanding job through my 20s and early 30s and finally crashed out from just a bunch of neglected emotions. Foreshadow! I was raised hella catholic and am, as Mean Girl Janice Ian would say "almost too gay to function".

But look! A post today. I also did all my intake forms for EMDR, which I am very excited about. I had to write about myself a bit there and so this is going to be my full post today.

Thanks for reading:).